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  • She's Lost Control 42 Valentine Road London, England, E9 7AF United Kingdom (map)

Hey, beautiful weirdo.
I see you.
Feeling misunderstood.
You've tried to fit in.
Holding back the real you.
But playing by the rules ain't working out the way it should.
Tired of wearing all of these masks.
You want to be free.
You want to stop caring about what other people think.
You want to make a difference.
Wanna know how?
It's time to embrace what makes you unique.
It's the missing piece of your puzzle.
That'll make you magnetic to the things you truly want.

Join Tamara Driessen, also known as Wolf Sister, for the Full Moon in Aquarius. You'll be guided through a series of rituals and practices so that you can turn up the volume to your intuition and breakthrough some of the blocks that have been holding you back, until now. We'll be working with Apophyllite, a high-vibration crystal that will support you to reprogram limiting beliefs and open up to new ways of being. Together, we'll harness the energy of this lunation for some radical self-love and self-acceptance.


You arrive at She's Lost Control; you almost walked past it because it's tucked away from the hustle of Hackney. As soon as you walk through the door; the heady smell of incense alerts your senses that you're in the right place. You take a deep breath and feel your shoulders begin to release the tension that you've been carrying all day.

Tamara welcomes you and you're shown where to put your belongings. Without hesitation your phone's set to flight-mode and it's buried in your bag. This is your time; you do not want to be disturbed. The room is set in a circle with comfy cushions and blankets; you're already thinking of how you can bring some of these mystical vibes into your home. Once you're seated and the rest of the group has arrived Wolf Sister introduces herself and talks about the Full Moon in Aquarius and how it can influence us. She's right. You've been feeling some intense feelings lately. She invites the rest of the group to introduce themselves; it's totally informal and relaxed. There's zero pressure to share too much and you feel a sense of relief once you've had your turn. It actually felt good to speak; nothing like the cringey introductions when you've had to do in team trainings with work.

Wow, your intuition was on point when it nudged you to sign up for this.

Over the course of the evening there are three sections: a simple meditation where you clear your energy and start to feel more grounded. There's a practice where you reflect on what hasn't been working for you and ways to move forward. You're surprised at the clarity of what's coming through for you. The pieces of the puzzle are coming together. After that, Tamara introduces you to Apophyllite, there's a piece that's already caught your eye. Hunkering down for the crystal healing journey, you're excited about what's going to happen next. After the journey, you spend some time journalling about the insights that have been flowing throughout the session. You want to hold onto these feelings for as long as possible.

As the words flow through pen to paper, some truth bombs are affirmed and you've got some clear clues about how you can move forward. You're feeling revitalised and it's as if you and your piece of apophyllite have become best friends; you don't want to put it down.

Before the ceremony closes, you're invited to pull an oracle card; you smile to yourself because it's as if the card has just read your mind.

There's magic in the air. You can feel it.

By 9pm, you can't believe that the night's gone so quickly. You'd forgotten that it was possible to feel this calm and clear. You float home and fall asleep as soon as your head hits the pillow. It's been a full moon to remember.

Are you in?

No previous meditation/spiritual/mystical/ceremony experience necessary. Come as you are. If this event is calling your name; we'd love to have you with us.

Please bring pen and paper to take notes and gather any insights from the session.

Earlier Event: August 6
Later Event: August 24